Sunday, December 16, 2012

A confession; I am scared

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.


"The dim light.
The thick darkness.
The bright blaze.
The vivid empty space.
Battle between left and right
Torn between the wrong and right
In choosing either true or false
In deciding the needs and wants
The hurts and the wounds
The smiles and laughters
The gone chances
The awaiting ones

Staring at them one by one
Staring blankly, at overall

Oh dear world,
Let me just confess
For the truth is, I am scared…
I am exhausted and scared…”


[F.S - Inspired: June 3 2012: 11.30pm]”

Saturday, December 15, 2012

I lie down and sleep

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.


Alone under this shade of tree,
I witness the approaching of few black clouds
while the thunder and lightning make scary sounds,
The wind hits with a cruel force,
Then the rain starts pouring harshly to the ground,
Cold and startled,
In tears and weak,

My Lord,
I feel ruined, crushed and ugly,
All I want to do now is to run away
and hide somewhere safe and dark,
With only a glimpse of Your light shed upon me,
And the warmth of Your mercy
wrapped around my fragile body..
There, I lie down and sleep
I lie down and eternally sleep.

[F.S: 22.06.12: 12pm]

Friday, December 14, 2012

But Allah has with Him the best place to return to‎

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.


"‎You know you have to stop, when everything seems to hurt..
You know you have to flee, leave and run away
when every part, every angle, every fraction, every piece,
every one of the veins feel like they are being scrapped,
scratched, slashed…Wounded;
You know you need to let go
when your hands are all burnt…Injured;
You need to stop, leave and let go now..
Now, stop, leave and let go..
Come back and return “here”..
Come back and return to Him..
وَاللَّهُ عِندَهُ حُسْنُ الْمَآبِ
but Allah has with Him the best place to return to‎”

[F.S - 2012]

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Everything

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

Sometimes,
when too many occurrences happening around you at once,
when there are so much to absorb into your head,
when you have to experience mix amount of
emotions in your heart,
when there’s some changes of life events..
There will be a moment or two in a day
where you’ll stop and start asking
“Am I dreaming…? Am I actually, just, dreaming…?”

My Lord,
for whatever that arrives and whatever that leaves,
please make this soul understands
that everything comes from You,
everything should be attributed to You,
everything goes back to You,
and for everything, one must be grateful
to You.


[F.S - August 27th 2012 : Inspired while listening to Lifehouse]”

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Dear Time and Destiny

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.


"Dear Time and Destiny,
Please be gentle on me,
Spare me some chances and opportunities,
For I need to understand a lot of matters,
I need to re-learn and keep on learning a lot of things,
Cause there are hearts that I really care,
There is especially one heart that I truly really care,
One heart that I truly really care.. "


[F.S - August 30th 2012]

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

"...Do I dare, Disturb the universe?"

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.




‎”…Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse….
And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?…….”
[Excertps from “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock” by T.S Eliot]

p.s: It took two poetry lecturers to make me understand the intricate and beautiful meanings of this poem. And class lessons on “The Love Song of J.Alfred Prufrock” were among the most interesting ones to me. I have been in love with this masterpiece ever since :)”

Monday, December 10, 2012

Let's escape now

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.



"Beauty,
Let’s go there,
now..
And leave all this heavy air
that’s circling in this head 
and blocking this breathing.
Let’s escape,
now..
And we’ll cure all that’s aching
in this heart, spirit and soul.
Let’s be there,
Just sit, admire and adore,
With just you, me, the universe
and the Creator,
Where we would purify 
our being and our purpose.
Let’s do this now,
leave everything
and just go there,
now..
[ F.S; 5.11.2012- Inspiration - This image]
Credit to the image.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Let's journey

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ 
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.




"Beauty (Beloved),
The night has fallen,
The sails are ready,
Let’s journey now 
to the realm of divine,
fascinating and calming dreams,
Where you, me and all
feel calm, safe and at peace,
Where you and me
strip our differences,
meet in joy, relieve our hopes,
and purify all our longings.
Beauty (Beloved),
The night has fallen,the sails are ready,
Have a sweet, tranquil journey of dream,
And may it inspire you in your journey of reality”
[ F.S; 9th December 2012: Inspiration - this image ]
Good night, beloved and sweet dreams:)

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